Ok so although my life is great overall and I have very little to complain about,I've been feeling really down lately.
Call it teenage angst and self-pity but it's making me crazy.
I don't know why its happening. June was a good month. Exams are no more and I'm on holiday from school for seven weeks.
My hair situation [alopecia that refuses to decide whether its going or staying] is driving me insane I suppose,but I'm getting more used to dealing with it now and it's not so much in the forefront of my mind.
I have no clue where I am with God though I'm starting to figure that out slowly.
I just feel shit.
No explanation.
I still do that smile like everything's ok thing.
I don't like the attention and questions that come if you don't force a smile across your face.
Urg.
I need a reality check.
Wonder where I'll find it.
Taking a look at the world around me would probably be a good start.
Yes.
I'll start there.
Take in some nature.
Listen to some music.
Read some poetry.
Chillax.
Think about whether I actually have any reason at all to feel this way.
Yes.
I'll do that.
Pointless post.
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Livinginthelight
"I have no clue where I am with God though I'm starting to figure that out slowly."
Its hard when you are confused where your at, but guess all ya can do is try to fix it, okay that made no sense and that wasnt what i meant lol...