Hey all, hope you're well. Sorry for the gap in my writing. I'm in a slightly less crazy place than I was earlier this week, but I think as soon as I've not got my Paris adventure with my friends to distract me, I'll be back to this crazy,upset state of mind. Oh well, I'll deal with that when it inevitably comes.

My apologies for my lack of blogging.I've been more than a mess lately and blogging about it wasn't really very appealing to me. So now it comes to the night before I go away and I figured I should probably update you before I head away.

Basically I'm currently considering leaving school - no real reasons to stay,it's only adding to my stress. The only reason I'd like to still be there is to see my friends,and I'm gonna see them on nights out etc anyway so its not as if I'd never see them.I'm not enjoying my courses,don't feel any less stressed than last year and could really do with earning a bit of money to put behind me to take to uni. So I think I'm gonna leave and try and get some work for the coming year. So that's that. Thoughts?

In other areas, I'm completely torn between two universities. I'm going to apply to both along with some others, but if I get accepted to both I'm going to have a very hard job deciding which one to go to. It doesn't help that I've got one parent who's totally for one of the places,and one who's completely for the other. Decisions,decisions.

And now my dinner is ready so I'm away to eat and then it's off to sleep so I can be awake at the bright and early hour of THREE AM to head off on holiday with the one group of people actually helping to keep me sane right now. It's going to be a fun filled week in Paris! And it's all kicking off tomorrow when we head to a fashion show as our first outing in the city of lights. Wish us fun,and safety.

I'll be blogging about each day of the holiday once I get back, much like I did with my Florida holiday last year. So, faithful readers,you'll have that to look forward to,along with some MANY pictures.

Oh and before I go, for the first time in almost two years I didn't post a monthly round up at the end of September. Sorry about that, I'd been blogging every day and it totally escaped me until I really couldn't be bothered doing it.I'll shove any important September happenings into my October round up when it comes, along with September's quotability.

Have a good week everyone, and I'll see you when I return, if I return, from Paris.

Until Next Time :wave:

Megan x